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Is God punishing me? Is this a warning, or total coincidence?I mean I dont want to be called crazy but lately the things that have been happening to me are just...insane.
A few days ago I pretty much have been feeling faithless and just haven't been caring whatsoever. I got a friend of mine together with me and we've been making fun of people left and right, totally trashing God's name and everything he stands for, and basically being all out jerks, to pretty much everyone we encountered. But I was on the right path at one point, I just kinda stopped caring ad decided to make fun of it all, in a sense exhalt myself above "God" thinking i was above it all ,and it's all bs.
Then the days following that have been PURE hell. That night even I started feeling dehydrated and more anxious than usual. That following morning, I get into a car accident, and kept running into the most vile people. Even the AAA guy that came by said "sorry I can't help you, pull the car out yourself and THEN call us." Other people were beeping at me like "move your carrr>" it was like the dayf rom hell, then i brought it to the repair shop, and got a rental and proceeded to basically actl ike nothing happened, blast music and act all godless and nuts again, day later went to the mall dressed up jnicely, did my hair..and went up to this old lady and started head-banging, ust having fun, and she just looked at me and shook her head. Then I realized ugh, I'm just being an idiot, I should stop, why am I like this anyways?
Lo and behold later that day, I got really weird and painful heart problems, at the place and in my car, and had to call 911, because I was fainting, and caused a huge scene and spent the night in a hospital and suddenly I have high blood pressure and cholesterol, not to mention asthma/anxiety problems...(all which somehow happened in the lats few years)
even though I eat fine and im pretty healthy.
Get this...I ended up going to a hospital i've never even heard of before called "Holy Name", literally...and the zip was something like 08666. that was creepy. they were very religious there, asked me what religion I was and when I said christian, they laughed. So then i said "okay, a wannabee christian but not doing too well at it," and then they smiled of approval lol.
Needless to say, something weird's happening lately and I can't tell if I'm being punished by God somehow or if he's trying to "force" me to change my ways, or if this is all a crazy weird coincidence, or of its "karma", or hell if its the devil/demons /bad spirits fault, from a religious perspective its just weird.
Oh and when I get home, my car mileage just so happened to stop at 28,666.
I mean I try not to be too superstitious but the past few days almost seem to be like a direct result of my being bad/anti-god, and I'm afraid that I"m being punished or god only knows what.
Bottom line: I'm scared, and I have no idea what to do from this piont, from a Christian perspective.
-Surfman
Do I have to read all that?
If you feel crazy go see a psychiatrist.
-cheir
Gotta stop taking that stuff.
-BANZAI
im sorry that all happened to you. =[
i think its just a coincidence. dont stress yourself out.
-Reverend-Connor
God dose not punish us , He only allows our wrong doing to catch up to us
But if you make restitution then that cancels out the wrong
to just pray to for forgiveness is not enough you need to right the wrong when ever possible to avoid your actions to catch up to you .
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